I'm really horrible at describing myself but oh well. I am 17 years old, I live in Grove City and go to The South-Western Career Academy. I work at Panda Express (the worst place ever). I enjoy just about every genre of music. I love animals more than anything. Like I love dogs and horses so much. I hate most people I meet. I'm really claustrophobic, if you bring me into a large crowd of people I will punch you in the face. I'm also hella self-conscious with really bad trust issues so that's fun. Anyways I have a Standardbred horse named Bella and a mutt named Logan. My favorite thing to do is show my horse and spend time with her. I'm pretty shy and unless you start a conversation with me I'm most likely not going to talk to you. I'm the worst person ever at "small talk". I'm very OCD so things that aren't organized and clean stress me out a lot. People describe me as nice, generous, and pretty funny. I agree with that for the most part, except I think I'm actually really rude. I look like trash 90% of the time anyone sees me. I'm really horrible at makeup, fashion, and looking like a decent person who's not sick. I'm this weird in-between of "I like the idea of makeup and hair and pretty things" and I also really like playing in the mud and wearing ball caps and doing things that make people think I'm a lesbian. But seriously though I can't count how many times people have genuinely thought I was gay, nothing wrong with that though cause 99% of the time gay people are way cooler and nicer than straight people. Also I really don't like school because I have to wake up early. I seriously love sleep so much. If you wake me up I will consider murdering you for about 5 minutes before my rational brain comes in and is like "Hey Adriannah, it's me, rational brain. How ya doing buddy? I know you really want to murder that person but if you go to jail you can't see your horse and dog and I don't think you would enjoy that too much (also the food sucks) so we should probably not kill somebody today. Okay, well I'll see you in a couple hours when you want to kill the really horrible racist kid in your class who only says dumb things and talks too loudly. Bye buddy!'". I also don't do "traditional" sports because in horrible at them. I love watching football and baseball, but if I try to play either of them I look like a blind chicken running around and I usually get hurt. I also literally have no life. If I'm not working or at school I'm either with my horse or sleeping. My life kinda sucks but in a "I'm actually pretty privileged and blessed and my problems are only first world problems" kinda way. I hope no one reads this.
Re-reading this I kinda realized that a tapped into some weird parts of my brain and life..... Probably not gonna take anything out though.....
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